This is Craig by the way- just thought I'd point that out lol. We now have less than 2 weeks left until the wedding. I just wanted to record this. I don't know or care too much that lots of people read it but I like the way it makes me feel to say I love her. I guess you could say that whenever my lips say it that my heart confirms it with its' own words. That is one of the biggest ways that I know that I am sincere with Cayla and with anyone. I can feel my heart in it :)
Cayla has been and is (along with the blessings of Jesus' atonement) my most cherished blessing. I don't know how often I say that lol. Just a couple days ago we were driving along and I told that I love her and she smiled. She said "that still amazes me." She is a humble woman :) Thank goodness that I do not have to be so humble about her lol. My only hope is that she feels cherished and that that does not end somewhere 2 years from now. Cayla deserves my very best in everything. IThat is what someone in love does I think. I may not have the best of material things but what perhaps is much more substantial than density and volume in objects is this- I am with her :) I know what I have seen, and felt, and I have made up my mind on it. I love her. I love her :)
Sometimes when I look on the blog I think 'Man! These people are living in a dream! Everything sounds like it is going so wonderful.' I've met my share of people and from all over. I know how a normal life goes. I'm well aware of it. We've presented our love and joy in a way that seems almost dreamlike to me. Cayla said it good near the beginning of our engagement. "It seems almost to good to be true." Well it is for us both :) You know on a side note I am going to quote Cayla often to reassure her that I do listen lol. Just kidding. Just kidding. Please, nobody read anything into that lol. Sometimes people say that life is a dream. All I can say is that it is the best dream I have ever had :)
In my case I am fortunate because I have been paired with the best woman that God ever created :) In a few short words more because I don't have much time this morning I am shocked... shocked at all that has been given to me. I like the words of Malachi from the Old Testament. God has this to say. "... [P]rove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it (Malachi 3:10)." I have often thought about what come forth from the windows of heaven. As I look with seeing eyes I cry with gratitude. God certainly keeps his promises :) I have all the evidence I need. One of my prized pieces is Cayla Janay Hansen. There is nothing I'd rather have in my entire life :)
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